You fight about money bout me and my brother and this I come home to this is my shelter it ain't easy growing up on world war ||| never knowing what love could be you see I don't want love to destroy me like it has done my family.
Nevah and Devin come home to hear their father and his friend in the man cave talking and they decide to listen in.
40-man you and nic still fightin'?
Drake-yea man it's a never ending cycle with her you know man its a good thing I got nebby to keep me happy
*they all laugh*
Nevah and Devin storm off to their rooms broken hearted
*purple is Nevahs thoughts*
What happened why can't they be happy?I don't want daddy to leave me. Why do I have to live in world war 3?
Can we work it out can we be a family I promise I'll do better mommy I'll do anything can we work it out can we be a family promise I'll do better daddy please don't leave.
Daddy please stop yellin' I can't stand the sound make mommy stop cryin' cause I need you around my mommy she loves you no matter what she says its true I know that she hurt you but remember I love you to.
Drake-WHO I WAS OUT WOTH IS NONE OF YOUR CONCERN. I MEAN WHY THE FUCK DO YOU CARE WHEN YOU DONT EVEN CARE ABOUT ME.
Nicki-I DO CARE ABOUT YOU YOU ARE JUST TO SELF CENTERED TO NOTICE
Drake-YOU KNOW I DONT EVEN KNOW WHY I MARRIED YOU YOUR SUCH A BITCH.
Nicki-YOU KNOW WHAT I DONT EVEN KNOW WHY I MARRIED YOU YOU NO GOOD BASTURED ALL YOU DO IS LIE, HEAT,AND GET HIGH SO YOU KNOW WHAT YOU CAN ROT IN HELL FOR ALL I CARE.
Upstairs Nevah is in her room with her beats trying to drown out the yelling but the screaming is louder than the music.She hears all the cursing and accusing hoping there just illusions of her imagination. But she knows better by now its worst than before and she can't take it anymore.
I ran away today ran from the noise ran away. Don't wanna go back to that place but don't have no choice no way
Chorus
The more I run the hevyier my bag gets. I can hear the neighbors whisper to themselfs as I run past but I keep running. I don't where I'm going but it's far away from here. I'll run until my feet bleed and then force myself to keep running. The more I hear the yelling in my head the more I want to run away from it. So I'll keep running and running and running until there's nothing to run from. Until the pain is gone.
In our family portrait we look pretty happy let's play pretend act like it goes naturally I don't wanna have to split the holidays I don't want to addresses. I don't want a step brother anyways and I don't my mom to have to change her last name!
Why is this happening? Why can't they love each other? Why does he have to be with her? Seeing nebby out of all people pregnate and standing next to my dad really had an effect. I can't even hear my moms words as she struggles to say them. She's hurt to we can see that know he can't leave us he just can't. Bit there he is walking out the door and I don't have the energy to run to him beg him not to leave. None of us do.*she walks out but instead of going to her room she goes into the living/game room upstairs and stares at the family portrait,she takes it off the wall breaks the frame and rips the picture*
No more grahams.
This was so sad like...I was sitting here in tears!! Drake is a little disrespectful to Nicki tho. Poor Devin and Nevah!! Drake done went and got that other bitch pregnant?!?! Oh hell no!! Poor Nicki, she was too hurt to even talk right. This was really good so post soon barb!!!
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