Tuesday, June 11, 2013

Love Is Blind 2:Happily Ever After

5 years later
*Paris's POV*
On this day every year I think back on what happened. One night almost changed my whole life and in a way still has. I can remember him coming into my room. I can remember him climbing on top of me and ripping my clothes off. I remember him saying " you're gonna take care of me".*She's now in tears* I remember him about to enter me. But the thing that will never escape me is hearing gunshots. It all happened so fast the emts ( you know the people who come when you call 911, or whateva they called)coming, the police taking my mom, the trip to the hospital, the news that he was dead, being taken away, my mom going to jail, it was too much. But after all that were together again. My moms out of jail she got us back from cps and she even remarried. He's a real nice guy his name is drake. Things are great for me two I'm 18 and graduating TOP of my class. Heaven and Jaden don't even remember 'dad' and that's good cause they're still innocent to the world around them. And I don't think jaden will turn out like ray he's a little sweet hart. Don't even get me started on Heaven she won't have a problem with abusers when she's older she's made it clear to everyone that you hit her you get hit back. She just got in trouble for punching some boy who put gum in her hair. I do wonder though how everyone else feels about what happened though. Well time to hit the mall
*Nicki's POV*
Omg!!!!!!! Drake is the sweetest man ever I'm so glad to have him back in my life. I can't believe he wants to be with me though I thought that after what I did to ray people would see me as some type of monster. I have a great life right now even though I JUST got off trail with Ray's mom. She says that he never abused me and that I just killed him to get his life insurance. She even said that Paris problem tryed to sell herself to him for money. But I set that bitch straight cause nobody comes for da kids family cha dig. But imma cut this short drizzy wants a quicky before I go pick up the twins.
*Heavens POV*
I'm happy mommy's home!!!! I wonder where she was all that time oh well I'll ask later. I have a new daddy now I'm happy cause old daddy was mean and grandma is just RUDE. I don't know what she said bout' my sissy but I was bout' to fix that gap in ha teeth. Hol' up dis nappy headed girl did NOT just steal my juice box. Oh she must not know!!!!
*Jadens POV*
Yup so dis family good again. Mamma back we got a new dad. And grandma ain't trippin no mo' wit ha old wrinkly self. So I gotta go my girl calling me.
So I didn't know how to do part two until I went to sleep. It came to me in a dream and woke me up(see that's that shit I don't like)so I'm up at 5 am doing this. comment and tell me what you think and I don't think I have to put pics of drake and Nicki you already know them obviously *Antoine downson voice*

Paris:18
Heaven: 8
Jaden:8

Monday, June 10, 2013

Love Is Blind

This is not really a ship this just came to my mind while I was listening to the song so hope you enjoy
*Paris POV*
I'm in my room with my brother and sister. I know doing the first few minutes of my dad coming home we have to be away somewhere safe. I wish it didn't have to be like this but if we run away again he'll find us. We don't need this not my mom not me and definitely not heaven and jaden. *Hears the door open and close* why does he always come back.
*No ones POV*
Ray- where's my food?
Nicki- in the kitchen baby*scared*
Ray- you did good today*sitting at the table now* I hope you covered up that eye good when you left today
Nicki- yeah ray
Ray- excuse me bitch what did you just say?*getting out of his seat*
Nicki- I said yes daddy
Ray- that's what I though you said*sitting back down* them little niggas can come down and eat now.
Nicki- thank you daddy.
*Ray's POV*
Hell yeah I got my woman in check. I say her run up them stairs to get them kids shit she better I don't no damn cps on my ass again. Little niggas don't even look like me. I say Paris come down here in them cute little hello kitty pajamas. Little girl all grown up I got something for her she gone learn to take care of me just like her mamma.
*Paris's POV*
I'm in my room after dinner finally I put heaven down and my mamma put jaden down. I didn't like the way ray was looking at me at dinner. I felt uncomfortable I could just sense his on scanning my body. Like he does with mom before he makes her have sex with him. I don't know what's wrong but I fell tired. My eyes are droopy I can barely see out of them. But I can see… RAY coming in MY ROOM.

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Paris,Heaven,Jaden, and Ray

Saturday, June 8, 2013

family portrait*dricki*

THiiiiii so this is my first blog I hope you like it if so then follow it I'm not that good so most of this will be to songs to help my brain flow so read and comment me your thoughts                  momma please stop cryin' I can't stand the sound your pain is painful and its tearing me dooown.I hear glasses breakin' as I sit up in my bed I told dad you didn't mean those nasty things you said."drake no I can't stand you right now like really I'm here with your kids waiting for you to come home and your at some fucking strip club with nothing but hoes shaking there ass in your face what the fuck do you have to say for yourself?""you always gotta make shit a big deal who the fuck cares where I was I came home didn't I? You should be happy cause I didn't have to come back with all the stress you putting on me.""you know what?you no good cheatin' dog fuck you and yo' limp ass dick if you wanna go be like your father and leave your wife and kids" Nicki grabbed a vase off the table and threw it at him almost hitting his chest but he move just in time.Drake looks at the stairs to see Nevah(na-va-a)with tears down her face.She immediately goes back to her room and crys into her teddy bear.
You fight about money bout me and my brother and this I come home to this is my shelter it ain't easy growing up on world war ||| never knowing what love could be you see I don't want love to destroy me like it has done my family.
Nevah and Devin come home to hear their father and his friend in the man cave talking and they decide to listen in.
40-man you and nic still fightin'?
Drake-yea man it's a never ending cycle with her you know man its a good thing I got nebby to keep me happy
*they all laugh*
Nevah and Devin storm off to their rooms broken hearted
*purple is Nevahs thoughts*
What happened why can't they be happy?I don't want daddy to leave me. Why do I have to live in world war 3?
Can we work it out can we be a family I promise I'll do better mommy I'll do anything can we work it out can we be a family promise I'll do better daddy please don't leave.
Daddy please stop yellin' I can't stand the sound make mommy stop cryin' cause I need you around my mommy she loves you no matter what she says its true I know that she hurt you but remember I love you to.
Drake-WHO I WAS OUT WOTH IS NONE OF YOUR CONCERN. I MEAN WHY THE FUCK DO YOU CARE WHEN YOU DONT EVEN CARE ABOUT ME.
Nicki-I DO CARE ABOUT YOU YOU ARE JUST TO SELF CENTERED TO NOTICE 
Drake-YOU KNOW I DONT EVEN KNOW WHY I MARRIED YOU YOUR SUCH A BITCH.
Nicki-YOU KNOW WHAT I DONT EVEN KNOW WHY I MARRIED YOU YOU NO GOOD BASTURED ALL YOU DO IS LIE, HEAT,AND GET HIGH SO YOU KNOW WHAT YOU CAN ROT IN HELL FOR ALL I CARE.
Upstairs Nevah is in her room with her beats trying to drown out the yelling but the screaming is louder than the music.She hears all the cursing and accusing hoping there just illusions of her imagination. But she knows better by now its worst than before and she can't take it anymore.
I ran away today ran from the noise ran away. Don't wanna go back to that place but don't have no choice no way
Chorus
The more I run the hevyier my bag gets. I can hear the neighbors whisper to themselfs as I run past but I keep running. I don't where I'm going but it's far away from here. I'll run until my feet bleed and then force myself to keep running. The more I hear the yelling in my head the more I want to run away from it. So I'll keep running and running and running until there's nothing to run from. Until the pain is gone.
In our family portrait we look pretty happy let's play pretend act like it goes naturally I don't wanna have to split the holidays I don't want to addresses. I don't want a step brother anyways and I don't my mom to have to change her last name!
Why is this happening? Why can't they love each other? Why does he have to be with her? Seeing nebby out of all people pregnate and standing next to my dad really had an effect. I can't even hear my moms words as she struggles to say them. She's hurt to we can see that know he can't leave us he just can't. Bit there he is walking out the door and I don't have the energy to run to him beg him not to leave. None of us do.*she walks out but instead of going to her room she goes into the living/game room upstairs and stares at the family portrait,she takes it off the wall breaks the frame and rips the picture*
No more grahams.